HELL LIKE NO OPENING

Okay, IT'S HOLIDAY NOW and I'm back to blogging. There was still loads of draft post on my blogger home page but I've decided to junk them all.

I know I might be a little nosy to blog about this but sometimes, thinking about it, my boiling point just raise to the max. We wouldn't say its whoever's fault, we shouldn't take sides but sometimes life is just unfair, let it be. We are born like this.

Yes, we ALL make mistakes. Seriously, name one person who is flawless. Can't? It means you agree with me. There are no shortcuts to stuff. There are no cheat sheet to ways. Don't even think about doing the unexpected. Yes, sometime you got to expect the unexpected. Okay, so now I slap you, you didn't expect it did you?

You know, you can't hide things among your friends FOREVER. Even when you bury it underground, one day earthquake comes and everything will be revealed. Sometimes, there's two face of you, I just don't know which to believe and which to slap first. GOD, can't you guys change? D:

Nuff said.

REAL FRIEND??

REAL FRIEND??? you say that you're a real friend and why are you doing this stupid things?? your friend are in trouble and need ur help but you din even lend ur hand and still betraying her! wtf??? i really regret to know you ><''




-shortpost-

FEAR AND HATRED

Hey guys, I have no choice but to blog about all this crap in the middle of the night but this is the only way I can express myself and make myself feel better. Though, this show the people out there how insecure I am.

Yes, I'm a very very insecure girl. Usually I seem all happy and sunshine in school, that's cause I've got my best buds with me. When I return home, all I have to do is rot there. Seriously, I'm 14, not 4! Stop treating me like a child. I know how to handle myself, I know how to plan for my own life. Yes, my OWN life. You own me, but you don't own my life. My life is what I plan myself, sketch myself and colour by myself. Not you (!) Not you, you don't control my life. Why do you want to destroy my happy teen life? Just because (maybe) you don't have a good one, doesn't mean you have to sabotage mine.

Do you even know how I feel? I guess you don't because you don't even try to understand me. You don't try to see the perspective from my point of view, from my eyes. We both have different thoughts, and you may have also realized that sometimes I talk to you reluctantly, that's cause I don't even know what's the point of talking and answering you anymore. I'm a teenager now, not a child. I have my own dream, my own thought, my own life, my own friends. If I have a car I would just ditch home and wander around the mall. Without any people nagging me, telling me craps, judging me and command me.
I'm not your maid, I'm not your assistant, I'm not some kind of stranger. Or am I (?) Cause I really feel like I've been treated like one. Where were you when I need you the most? Oh, out with your friends? I see, I hope you have a fun time while I suffer and rot at home. If I'm a friendless loser in school, I would have been dead by now, NOW I say!

Please, stop controlling my life. All I want is freedom. What all teens want.

Long Time No Post xD

Hi there! It’s been a long time since I last wrote something on this blog, which reminds me how many things have happened in my life this few month; sorry that i din't post for so long cause i was quite busy :) my friends keep on asking me why don't i post something rather than just leave it blank or dead :x so from now on, i'll try post moreeeeeeee ^^ let's back to normal xD OKAY?!? ^^


hMmM...........many things happen this few month and these few month makes me understand what true friend is :) so, i'll appreciate it more. got to go now!!!! Bye.......Love ya!!! :*

27th May!!

Heyy guys, how's life?? haha it's holiday now!!! and i enjoy it so much (: it's been a long time i din updated my blog ): dunno why i don't feel like blogging =P my lazy-ness xD Alright now we back to the holidays!!! OMG!! last friday, mean 27th i din went to school...guess where i go?? (i skip school WITH my parent's permission) I went Sungai Wang....to see who??? Linda Chung!!!!! OMG!!! Miss Koo!!! she was freaking pretty!!!! she came to promote her 3rd album <> the function starts at 8pm and i reach there at 3....wait for 5 hours but worth (: meet Shanice, Wei Yi, Freddy, Angel, Kailyn and Sequeena there....seriously, you guys rocks!!! love you guys!!! I missed the time when we were yelling KaYan and singing together. It is so nice! Hope to see you guys soon and also my beloved Linda!!! 


Here is some pictures at the function ^^

 the stage ♥

 Linda!!! I miss her smile♥

 cutee ♥

 Singing I'll Be Waiting For You ♥

the banner  ♥

 That's me & Linda!!! argh can't see my face ): but still thanks to the person who took this picture (: much appreciate (i did talk to Linda)=P

 <> with Linda sign and also my name♥

 <> and also picture that sign by Linda (thanks Linda Garden <--the fans club)^^

 I'm gonna head to bed now and dream of happy thoughts cuz I had a great day today.  Hope u guys have sweet dreams as well.  Sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite....haha<--someone special say this before xD

I'm All Alone Now

Hey readers.
You know what? Sometimes, I really wonder who do I have to talk too when I'm down. Who can I share my everything with? Someone would just shut up and listen to me. Someone who would just stand by me and fight for me. Sometimes, I just feel so lack of love. I'm all alone. All I can do sometimes is just to emo myself, listening to my favourite songs, trying to cheer myself that way. But sometimes, I just failed too.

Iknowmyblogislackofupdate xD

Hellooo! Iknowmyblogislackofupdate. I AM SORRY D: Exam's in another 7 days! So yeah.... Need to study! I won't have much time to blog but after exam I will keep it update, okay?  Seriously got to go good this time ;D I'm gonna take back what I've lost. If you get what I meant! LOL xD..... So yeah! Good Luck everyone. 








Special for, ******. Sorry that i never talk much today, i was in a bad mood that time. Hope you'll understand me ^^ Promise that will talk much tomorrow :D Love You<3

Get Lost Please

Hey!! You IDIOT !! trying to be good infront of me and being evil behind me.......please don't think that i'm stupid. I really can't believe that you're that EVIL. I really treat you as my besttt friend, why must you did so much things to hurt me?? If you don't like me then don't act like you do. My love ain't a game, I've my limits. Don't piss on me.  You said you wanna explain to me. Then you went all blah blah blah, all NONSENSE!!! not important to me....not the  things that i want to hear from you. You always say that i don't understand you but how much do you understand me??Fineee.....without you, my life still ROCKS!!! I still have my true friend beside me. Please get off my life. I'll hate you forever.
Thanks to all who helped and cared about me today, thankyou. I love you guys<3

Truths of mine!

1. Real name : Natalie Goh Yong Chen

2. Nickname(s) : Nat / Yong Chen

3. Zodiac Sign : Aries <3

4. Male or female : Female  ( like durh)

5. Elementary School : SK Taman Bukit Maluri ♥

6. High School : SMK Taman Bukit Maluri

7. College : --

8. Hair color : Brown-Black XD

9. Tall or short : of course is TALL lah weih !

11. Sweats or Jeans : Sweats <3

12. Phone or Camera : Camera ! NIKON !!! CANON!!!!

13. Health freak : --

14. Orange or Apple : APPLE !!! <3

15. Do you have a crush on someone? : Yes !!!

16. Eat or Drink : Drink <3 

17. Piercings : Ears

18. Pepsi or Coke : Coke =)

GENERAL:

1. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life : 70% *clearing my list*

2. Do you have any pets : Yes...

3. Do you want to change your name : Nope 

3. What did you do for your last birthday : Eat alot of food <3

4. What time did you wake up today : 10 am 

5. What were you doing at midnight last night : Sleep ==''

6. Name something you CANNOT wait for : buying an I-phone4 ^^

7. Last time you saw your Mother : few hours ago....

8. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : become a millionaire

9. What are you listening to right now : JB's Songs

10. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? : Nopee

11. What's getting on your nerves right now : Linda is coming to M'sia this 27 MAY!!!!! HAHAHAHA

12. Most visited webpage : Facebook, Linda Garden, Youtube, Blogger, Twitter.

13. Relationship Status : Yesh.....with Shanice a.k.a my sista <3

14. Height : zzzz...Don't ask this please.....

15. What do you like about yourself? : Nothing.....><

16. Piercings : Ears 

17. Tattoos : Nope

18. Righty or lefty : Righty

 HAVE YOU EVER?  

1. Been in an airplane : Yes <3

2. Been in a relationship : thats a secret man =P

3. Been in a car accident : Nah

4. Been in prison : yes ! home prison !

 FIRSTS?  

1. First best friends : Justine Teh !! xD

2. First award : Kindergarden Drawing Award?? lol xD

3. First crush : dude this is private ....

4. First word: MOMMY

5. First surgery : Don't have yet

6. First piercing :  Long time ago....

7. First sport you joined : Basketball

8. First vacation : Thailand or Singapore?? i forgot ==''

LAST? 

1. Last person you talked to in person : Jinnee

2. Last person you texted : Jocy

3. Last person you watched a movie with : Wah! alot leh.....Apple, Jason, Jinnee, Edmond, Nicole, Jasmine, Felicia(all my cousins)

4. Last food you ate : Cookies!! <3

5. Last movie you watched : Never Say Never <3

6. Last song you listened to : Love Me by Justin Bieber <3

7. Last thing you bought : DOMO t-shirt <3

8. Last person you hugged : Friend??

 FAVOURITES?

1. Food : Pasta !

2. Drink : Apple + Passion fruit juice  xD

3. Bottoms : Shorts ! <3

3. Flower : ROSEY !!!

4. Animal : Puppy!!!

5. Colours : Purple, Black, White, Pink and Sky Bluee

6. Movies : Horror....NOT !!! Love stories i prefer<3 !

7. Subjects : English xD

 HAVE YOU EVER:

Put an X in the brackets if yes :)

1. [  X ] fell in love with someone  

2. [  X ] celebrated Halloween 

3. [     ] had your heart broken.  

4. [  X ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone. 

5. [     ] had someone question my sexual orientation.

6. [     ] got pregnant. 

7. [     ] had an abortion.

8. [ x  ] did something I regret. 

9. [ x  ] broke a promise.

10. [ x  ] hide a secret.

11. [ x  ] pretended to be happy.  

12. [ x  ] met someone who changed your life.  

13. [ x  ] pretended to be sick.  < LOL LOL LOL 

14. [ x  ] left the country. < due to what? 

15. [ x  ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it. 

16. [ X  ] cried over the silliest thing. 

17. [     ] ran a mile. 

18. [     ] went to the beach with your best friend.

19. [ X  ] hated someone. 

20. [ x  ] stayed single for 2 years

HAVE YOU EVER: 

1. Lost glasses/contacts : Always xP

2. Killed somebody : ==''Are you going to call the police if i say ''YES'?? lol

3. Been in love : Yesh

4. Dated someone twice : Yesh

5. Been cheated on : Yesh

6. Kissed someone & regretted it : Nope

7. Lost someone special : Nope

8. Been depressed : Yesh

9. Been drunk and threw up : Nope

10. Kissed a stranger : Nope

11. Drank hard liquor : Nope

12. Broke someone's heart : don't think so

13. Had your own heart broken : Nope

14. Been arrested : playin hide and seek? 

15. Turned someone down : Nope...

16. Cried when someone died : My dog? =(

17. Fallen for a friend : Nope

18. Sex on the first date : WOAH !!! too far man too far !

RIGHT NOW
1. Eating : Famous Amos's cookies!! <3

2. Drinking : Homemade orange juice

3. Listening to : I Will Be Waiting For You by Linda Chung <3

4. Sitting/Laying : Sitting.

5. Plans for today : facebooking until midnight?? LOL xD

6. Waiting for : 27 May!!! / Holiday <3

YOUR FUTURE: 

1. Want kids? : not sure ...MAYBE

2. Want to get married? : Maybee

3. Career : leave it for the FUTURE !

4. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship la of course ! *faint

5. Looks or personality : BOTH

WHICH IS BETTER :

1. Lips or eyes : Eyes<3

2. Hugs or kisses : Kiss

3. Shorter or taller : Taller!!

4. Older or Younger : younger la.....who want to be old?? ==''

5. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic

6. Nice stomach or nice arms : Nice Arms

7. Sensitive or loud : Loud

8. Hook-up or relationship : in relationship 

9. Trouble maker or hesitant : i hate both

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

1. Yourself : depends

2. Miracles : er ...sometimes

3. Love at first sight : Yeshh !!<3

4. Heaven : er YES

5. Santa Claus : hehehe ! kind of

6. Angle / God : Yes....

7. Kiss on the first date : Never =P

TRUTHFULLY: 

1. Is there one person you want to be with right now : Yes.

2. Do you know who your real friends are : Yes. xD

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:

1. Made a new friend : Yesh

2. Fallen out of love : Nope

3. Laughed until you cried : Yesh

4. Met someone who changed you : yes...changed to more crazy xD

5. Found out who your true friends were : Yesh 

6. Found out someone was talking about you : Yesh

7. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list : erm.....PRIVATE....

Shop Till You Drop ♥

Yo whassup my dear bloggie xD I'm freaking tired today.......tired like hell but FUN! I went 3 places to shop in a day^^ that's unbelievable. LOL. i guess you guys sure know who i go with right??? i go with my cuzzies(cousin). The food come so slow =='' After two hours of eating + digesting =P we start our journey at KL Plaza a.k.a Fahrenheit88. Then, Times Square....i don't know why my cuzzies just like to go these places.....i have no choices so i just follow them. Argh!! 50%!!60%!! Padini!! Uniclo!!Kitchen!!!(not the cooking kitchen) and moreeeee xD i only bought one t-shirt and one dress so 1+1=2. 2 things i bought...haha....my cuzzies??don't talk about them......they buy ALOT without looking at the price o.O. Damn ''YENG''. wo hen pei fu ni men xP this one nice....BUY....that one nice....BUY.....= ='' Really ''beh tahan'' haha.....after so many hours of SHOPPING we decided to have our tea at a Japanese style restaurant. We ate SUSHI!!!! I LOVE SUSHI!!! i can't live without sushi <3 after that, we just go Sungei Wang and shop again.....alot of people there!! weekend ma.....my cuzzies SHOP LIKE CRAZY too.....none stop....Famous Amos's cookies smell attract us♥ ....we've no choice(excuses) so, we bought THEM ♥ I guess we shop until 7 something then just go back for our dinner, BAK KUT TEH!!! omg!! that's my favourite.....i eat alot...omg! must diet liao >< that's all for today :) will updated more very soon.....Bye guys ^^














p/s: really really sorry that i don't have some interesting story for you guys.....i'll try my best to post more k?? Promise......^^

Bieber Fever!

Heyy, Phew! having sore troat now cause i shout for the whole night yesterday :) Guess what??Its Justin Bieber’s concert at Stadium Merdeka. How’s the concert you may ask? One word, AWESOME!. The view from the stage was not really near :( i just get to see his face through the BIG LCD. The songs he performed was as good as what we near on the radio or CD. He's AMAZING. The fans were all so crazy(include me)..... until they sang along in every song. Was expecting some special guest appearance like Usher, Sean Kingston, Selena Gomex  on stage but sadly no one featured from his song appeared but Joel Madden from Good Charlotte. Guess I kinda expecting that would come. No disapointments, I still get to see Justin Bieber LIVE in KL. In fact, I’m quite happy. He sang, One time, Bigger, Runaway Love, You smile I smile, One less lonely girl, Eenie Meenie, Love Me, Somebody to love, Pray, Never Say Never and lastly Baby. It lasted for around 2 hours plus. Too bad Justin did not sing my 2 fav sentimental songs which is; Overboard and Down to Earth.

Also, there’s a special guest appeared. Joel Madden from Good Charlotte. He sang Dance Floor Anthem. Here’s the video. Check it out. Credits to boss Josh who video the videos.

Find out who was the lucky girl to be serenaded with “One Less Lonely Girl”… All the girls at the stadium would be jealous of her. In fact, HATE HER too! hahaha. 

And the last song he performed, BABY BABY BABY OHHHHHH !

AHH!! i guess i'm having Bieber Fever right now! going to see doctor soon.....=P LOLxD have to go for my revision now! Bye Belibers xD

Love Me ♥

Justin Bieber - Love Me

OMG! He's AMAZING, He's COOL, HE's AWESOME ♥  I hate all the haters >:( If you think he is;

Gay? He has a girlfriend. 

Ugly? MILLIONS of girls think he is the hottest guy alive and he's on millions of posters everywhere.

Weak? He broke his foot on stage and carried on singing.
Heartless? Listen to "pray".
Crap singer? Usher and Justin Timberlake were fighting over him.
Unsuccessful? 17 years old, 29 songs, 3 Albums, 9 music videos, 1 movie, 3 books, 20 awards, 2 tours, 86 shows, 40 million fans.

:) Calling him fake won't make you real.Calling him dumb doesn't make you smart.Calling him weak doesn't make you strong.Calling him ugly doesn't make you beautiful.Calling him mean doesn't make you nice. 

So why bother? He is a true inspiration for people who think they cant follow their dream! All the haters should just Be quiet! Stop ignoring him! THUMBS UP IF YOU AGREE! 

p/s: Anyone going Justin Bieber's concert on this 21 April ??

Linda's Birthday!!! ♥

Hey guys, Today is a special day for Linda's fans......guess what?? today is Linda's birthday!!!! Happy Birthday Linda!!!Wishing you all the best. May god bless you ♥  Yesterday night 11pm to 2.30am I was listening iLC Radio show LIVE! LOL, the DJs was so so funny....haha....they read out our messages and also call the fans to say out the wishes to Linda...When the show almost go to the end....they call a fans, she pick up and say hello and her voice like LINDA(but not sure). Then the DJs ask who are you?? then she says ''I'm Ka Yan!! OMG!!! i get to listen her beautiful awesome voice LIVE!!! i shouted when Linda says that ''I'm Ka Yan''....I guess everyone shout xP and i get scold from my mum since it's already 1am and i still  shout xP but who cares....haha...She's so nice and polite. She keep on saying thanks to the fans for supporting her :D aww.....and her VOICE....damn nice....so soft.....haha...and when the show end, I chat with Wei Yi (she's also a Linda's fans) chat, chat, chat. None stop talking about Linda =P i think we chat until 3am=P(panda eyes came out). I felt so sleepy and go to for my sweet dream... haha.....okay now it's time for me to go for a shower. Byeee....have a great day xD

I love this song!!!  ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s: Please support Linda's 3rd album ''My Private Selection'' thanks xD

I Don't Know What To Write =P

Hey guyssss..... i'm lazy to post more so i'll use summary form today...k??^^


Saturday 26/3
~have fun playing with my cousins....saw a big giant dog at DPC *scare me* =P


Sunday 27/3
~started to worried about exam and started to revise all the subject(while playing facebook) =P xD


Monday 28/3
~My birthday!!!! and also the first day of exam.....got many present from my friends. Kar Wei was the first one who wish me in school, second was Brenda and the third was Voon Lee....haha....thank for all your wishes ya! much appreaciate <3 and YOU, i hate you so much....how can you forgot my birthday?? still want me to remind you.....finee, actually i forgot yours too =P so.... fair right?? haha


Tuesday 29/3
~Today........Today was the second day of the exam....OMG Sejarah so damn dificult. I can't answer the question. I did revise but when i look at the question my mind it's all blank and i almost tembak most of the question. Sure die this time :( Sure fail....haiz....


Okay~Time to revise for my Geography tomorrow.....Byeeee