Saturday, June 12, 2010
If is between friendship and homework
When i was in a very happy mode,planning something with my friends. When we said bye bye to each other. Nightmares come...no one likes nightmare, i would hope that this is really a nightmare. Someone is mad again, and its because of me. Imma easy in getting trouble, one word or one action, then i can get into trouble. People just make cases up, and try to solve it. When the cases is there, i'm always the crime.When something is solve, means the case is close and i'm free. Then another problem came out, and i'm the crime again. And we need to solve it again, so it seems another problem is out, a hot news. I get a tip, sorry that i can't tell it out. Hmmmm...let me think, this seems hard cause i'm out of ideas. I'm trying to calm down cause i know getting mad can't solve cases and it will make it even worst, eve though i'm very mad and feel like scodling bad words infront of them and give them a punch on thier face but, is just not an good idea. So i guess i have to face this on my own. Like what Keri Hilton said, just get back up when they knock you down. i'm getting back up but its hard, always being a crime is not fun at all, even though there is a reason for letting me to be the crime, but the most stupid thing is, the crime don't even know whats the reason the get caught,funny rite? Thats why...Friends are like part of our live, but being a crime when a friend is a police? I don't want that, don't you? Keep blogging doesn't solve the prob, i just said sorry all around to my friends but i never do anything wrong..sounds stupid huh?Sometimes, i think Lifes bitter, cause the police always get mad at me, which is the crime, and they just don't wanna tell me, the crime felt sad and left out, but what to do? Police and crime are different, police are always the good and crime is the bad. Crime can't fight police, the number of police is more than the crime, so the crime must give up no matter what. Why can't the crime be like other people? Free people that can talk everything, play randomly, do what she wants..When she does what she wanna do, she'll get caught by the cops and off to the jail. Is this what she wants? Can the cops just tell the crime what to do and what not to do? Keep getting in jail in not good, talking about crimes are not good at all, the crime will be sad and mad, but the police feel happy cause they caught the crime and gossip about the crime. What can the crime do? Give up? Stay in the jail without solving the case? Please tell the crime what to do, the crime need your help..Why must life taste bitter? Why can't it be sweet? Why can't it be sour instead of bitter.Its holiday, but the crime is still suffering from something, you can say that is important or not important, but the crime thinks its importand, cause the crime can't live without friends, which is the polices. But cops and crime and be friends, they are enemy. What can the crime do to be friends with the cops?