Copy Cats

Hey people, i'm back from tuition, and luch. wanna share something to you guys.

Serisously, i HATE COPY CATS.
Can't you just have your own idea? I mean, come on, stop copy, i won't tell it out is who, a friend of mine, i'll never hate you, i just want you to remove my words. Since you're so good in english, why can't you just create your own? What for you wanna copy? Not just me, you copy others too, i saw it.
I'm kinda mad, so please, just remove my words, and put on yours. thank you..

Back again

Say hello people! Hey, its obvios that my blog is dead these few days. Too busy like..seriously.
So, today, thursday, everything's fine. Nothing much. Doing the same thing''multi tasking'' .

1. study for another exam (next month)
2. sivik project  -Last minute work.
3. shopping
4. save money
5. more shopping
6. more and more shopping!

Look, i'm just so busy nowadays, when i'm free, i'll blog, for sure. :)
Love,
Natalie.

Good Morning

Morning people, oops, i mean good afternoon people, i just woke up from my sleep. Damn it, Germany won and Argentina lost, and Argentina didn't even get a goal and Germany score 4. Not fair!

Forget about that, 

Facebook is getting boring, when i'm online, my friends are not, when i'm not online, all my friends are online. I miss what they all are talking about, i miss the fun and stuff. But is serisously getting boring but i must log in and check it everyday. Its a kind of habit. :)

So, i guess this is everything. See ya ;)

Love,

Natalie <3

Looking for friends

Being confused about who you are and wanting to 'fit' in with your friends is a very normal part of being a teenager. Every teenagers has gone through it and it's sometimes referred to as ''growing pains''.

Friends come and go but like in any relatioship, it is also about the balance of '' give and take''.

Apart from searching for people who have the same interests as you, you should also show some form of support and enthusiasm in other people's interests.

I am not asking you to be or act like them, but as a friend, you should show that you care. That way, your friends will do the same for you.

But if thay are deliberately ignoring your comments, then you have every right to go and make new friends elsewhere. That said, have you asked your self why you are unable to sustain friendship with your older peers?

As for your self image, nobody is perfect. Many of us grow up comparing ourselves to the people around us. It is only natural that you won't to be different from everyone else, but there is also the unique personalities that you can adapt and grow into, and, someone with 'unique' personalities that you may eventually grow to hate.

No one likes to be stuck in misery, so overpower your negative thinking. We all have the ability to believe negative things about ourselves but we also have the ability to programme ourselves to believe in positive things.

As you go through your day, focus on the chatter going on inside your head. If you don't like what you're hearing, then stop, and consciously choose a brighter thought.

No one can tell you what you should do with your life. Go with what you're comfortable with and makes you happy. but always remember to be a first versio of your self, instead of a second rate version of somebody else. :

Who will i be?

Who will i be?
Yes i believe, all the cool choices. Be original, thats the one.
Who will i be? Hmmm... I just be me! :)
Since you are just you, you don't have to try to be like other people, this call acting, you can't really show your feelings out cause you are acting infront of everyone. Its fake. So, be yourself, be original. You are you, and i am me!As easy as that :)

♥Love Story♥

Girl: Hey,can i ask you a few question..? 

Boy: Sure o.o 

Girl: ..And..be honest.

Boy: yeahh. :)
Girl: Have I ever crossed your mind?
Boy: No.
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you cry if i left?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Choose me or your life.
Boy: my life.

-The girl ran away.It really hurts. And the boy ran after her and, told her -

The reason why you've never crossed my mind because ,you are always on my mind .
The reason why i dont like you because , I love you
The reason why i dont want you because , i need you
The reason why i wouldnt cry if you left because, i'll die if you left.
The reason i'm not willing myself to do anything for you because , I would doanything for you
The reason why i wouldnt live for you because, I die for you
The reason why i will choose my life, -You are my life-

♥xoxo

Why must i ask why?

I'm having some problem here,its not a school or home work problem. Its not family problem too.I think you know whats the problem. Should i get mad or sad? If its for me, i don't think i will get mad or sad. Cause i'll be used to it from the top, this is not the first time. Is more than ten times. Seriously, i have nothing to do with it now. Just please tell me what should i do and not standing there doing nothing and keep talking at me! Do you really treat me as a friend? As i'm always saying that 'i'm original', but hopefully, i don't think i'm original anymore, cause i always follow rules and what people says. I just can't do what i like and say what i like to say, this suffers, why u can do that but i can't? Even thought u did something i don't like but i just forget about it cause you are my friend, actually its nothing but someone just keep talk about it and make it bigger and bigger like a balloon, and soon it'll pop. I'm the one who will get blame. What can i say? ''Hey, sorry for everything, what can i do to solve this thing?'' or ''Hey, thanks for always putting me at the first place?'' or even ''Hey bitch! I had it enough,can you just stop it?''
Why can't i step out of youre line and walk in my own way? Why must i always follow you? can i lead for once please? I wanna be free, i don't wanna the bird who always get lock in the cage. I want freedom, and sweet life. But what i get is just the opposite of it. Yeah, face the fact Natalie, dream off, time to solve, not time to dream. What can i do? Since you never tell me that i'm wrong, i won't get to know right? Since i know nothing, then i keep repeating the same thing and you'll be mad, what more can i do? Always sit there and keep quiet? I don't wanna be that man,such a lifeless people, i'm love to be hyper, play around,smile. I don't wanna be a nerd and brainy person, i wanna be stupid, but they don't allow me to do that. They want to cry everyday, they want me to be lifeless, they don't want me to know whats happening..This is killing me, i'm trying to be good here but it always failed, get the word failed? Why? Why this keep happening in me? Why can't it be other people? Why? Why? Why you can do something wrong but i can't?, i wanna do something wrong too. So that we can call this friend....But i don't think i'm a good in your eyes,i'm just nothing like piece of paper. Being friend with me suffers, it suck being friends with me, so don't ever be friends with me, you'll get in trouble very easily just in one second.

If is between home work and friendship, i'll pick home work cause they are silent friends.