Happy 2011

OMG!!! i really din't realize that today was the end of  2010...so, means that 2011 is coming!!! yay!!!a new year, a new life. Hope 2011 will be a better year and may good luck comess...haizz...school gonna reopen =( i don't want, i want my holiday life ='( why holiday go so fast. Holiday 1 day = School day 1 month x( anyway, another 9 more hours to 2011. So, here i'm wishing all of you guys have a wonderful year andHAPPY 2011!!!

p.s: This picture is edited by Abby ^^

Ooh La-La! ~

Yay!!! xD finally i got my Girl's Generation ''Run Devil Run'' and Linda Chung ''一人晚餐二人世界'' album....my dad get it for me...i was wanted for so long...and now i got them =) let's see the pictures --->

Girl's Generation ''Run Devil Run''

P/S: she is so hott =D

Linda Chung ''一人晚餐二人世界''

OMG!! see how pretty is she.....

Okay now, lets talk about today...my dad bring me to Mont' Kiara [Casa Kiara 2] to see the houses there...it was AWESOME...i'm totally in LOVE with the swimming pool there and also Mont' Kiara International School....my dad says MAYBE he's going to buy a house there and maybe i will be staying with him...hmm...what should i do?? should i stay with him or what?? i really dunno...even though my dad haven confirm to buy it or not, but if one day he really buy a house....must i stay with him...hmm...i think i won't....i prefer to stay at Taman Bukit Maluri with my grandparents....even though the house is kinda old but they gave me a warm and i feel comfortable staying here....so, sayonara to Mont' Kiara houses (=

ALIVE

Hey guys, my blog had been dead for long time =P, and now its ALIVE....haha xD. actually i don't really want to blog again coz its quite boring and i'm LAZY to blog  =P....haha...but when i see one of my friend blog ''secret'' (; i was so jealous on he/she....he/she did so good and i love his/her blog so damn much. I wish i would decorate mine like him/her...i believe that PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT (= its time to sleep ---> bye~ sweet dream everyone.

I miss the sound of your voice

Hello :) What a great day. Had salad for breakfast. Yum yum! :) Watched tv for the whole day, FairyOdd Parents, my favourite, i know that show it's kinda stupid and is for kids. But how i always wish that i can have fairy god parents i can get what i want. :)
Kinda bored now, Facebooking, as always, chatting with friends and stuff. I don't want to see all my work books and text books, i'm so sick of it. :(

Better to be with no one than being with the wrong one.♥

Hello there. Natalie's here by the way. How's your day? I'm fine. :)

As I said, exam is coming, gotta get to study, but i'm not doing it. One word, LAZY. When you're lazy, you don't feel like doing anything, you rather sit there by doing nothing, thats lazy. I'm that type. BM karangan(homework), don't know when is it, individual work, teacher had gave me the title, still in progess. I'm a total sucker for BM, you really can't imagine it. How am i going to speak with malays?

But is a miracle that i got an 'A' for my penulisan when i was in standard 6, surprise huh? :) Maybe i just memories the whole without understands it. Thats me. :)

Today,

Since this month is hungry ghost festival, we're all afraid of hagging out together. And we also talked ghost stories during class, my friend shared a lot of their ghost stories, it was super duper scary! I'm so not going to bath and stay alone in house today. Haha, i was just kidding, of course i'm going to bath, i don't wanna be stink.

Move on, we keep talking about ghost and chat about other stuff. Write notes during sejarah class and THE END. :)

Thank you.

Do you remember the day?

Yo, whats up guys? :) How's life? I'm fine. I was just back from art class.

Projects, projects, projects, get so tired from doing them. Too many in the same time. How am i going to hand up?! And exam is coming soon, thank god that after the exam there is 2 week holiday for us...:)

Hmmm, there is nothing special these day. I'm doing the same thing as usual, sorry that i can't post something nice and interesting. My school got no more events, need to work hard to get good results.

Love,

Natalie

Copy Cats

Hey people, i'm back from tuition, and luch. wanna share something to you guys.

Serisously, i HATE COPY CATS.
Can't you just have your own idea? I mean, come on, stop copy, i won't tell it out is who, a friend of mine, i'll never hate you, i just want you to remove my words. Since you're so good in english, why can't you just create your own? What for you wanna copy? Not just me, you copy others too, i saw it.
I'm kinda mad, so please, just remove my words, and put on yours. thank you..

Back again

Say hello people! Hey, its obvios that my blog is dead these few days. Too busy like..seriously.
So, today, thursday, everything's fine. Nothing much. Doing the same thing''multi tasking'' .

1. study for another exam (next month)
2. sivik project  -Last minute work.
3. shopping
4. save money
5. more shopping
6. more and more shopping!

Look, i'm just so busy nowadays, when i'm free, i'll blog, for sure. :)
Love,
Natalie.

Good Morning

Morning people, oops, i mean good afternoon people, i just woke up from my sleep. Damn it, Germany won and Argentina lost, and Argentina didn't even get a goal and Germany score 4. Not fair!

Forget about that, 

Facebook is getting boring, when i'm online, my friends are not, when i'm not online, all my friends are online. I miss what they all are talking about, i miss the fun and stuff. But is serisously getting boring but i must log in and check it everyday. Its a kind of habit. :)

So, i guess this is everything. See ya ;)

Love,

Natalie <3

Looking for friends

Being confused about who you are and wanting to 'fit' in with your friends is a very normal part of being a teenager. Every teenagers has gone through it and it's sometimes referred to as ''growing pains''.

Friends come and go but like in any relatioship, it is also about the balance of '' give and take''.

Apart from searching for people who have the same interests as you, you should also show some form of support and enthusiasm in other people's interests.

I am not asking you to be or act like them, but as a friend, you should show that you care. That way, your friends will do the same for you.

But if thay are deliberately ignoring your comments, then you have every right to go and make new friends elsewhere. That said, have you asked your self why you are unable to sustain friendship with your older peers?

As for your self image, nobody is perfect. Many of us grow up comparing ourselves to the people around us. It is only natural that you won't to be different from everyone else, but there is also the unique personalities that you can adapt and grow into, and, someone with 'unique' personalities that you may eventually grow to hate.

No one likes to be stuck in misery, so overpower your negative thinking. We all have the ability to believe negative things about ourselves but we also have the ability to programme ourselves to believe in positive things.

As you go through your day, focus on the chatter going on inside your head. If you don't like what you're hearing, then stop, and consciously choose a brighter thought.

No one can tell you what you should do with your life. Go with what you're comfortable with and makes you happy. but always remember to be a first versio of your self, instead of a second rate version of somebody else. :

Who will i be?

Who will i be?
Yes i believe, all the cool choices. Be original, thats the one.
Who will i be? Hmmm... I just be me! :)
Since you are just you, you don't have to try to be like other people, this call acting, you can't really show your feelings out cause you are acting infront of everyone. Its fake. So, be yourself, be original. You are you, and i am me!As easy as that :)

♥Love Story♥

Girl: Hey,can i ask you a few question..? 

Boy: Sure o.o 

Girl: ..And..be honest.

Boy: yeahh. :)
Girl: Have I ever crossed your mind?
Boy: No.
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you cry if i left?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Choose me or your life.
Boy: my life.

-The girl ran away.It really hurts. And the boy ran after her and, told her -

The reason why you've never crossed my mind because ,you are always on my mind .
The reason why i dont like you because , I love you
The reason why i dont want you because , i need you
The reason why i wouldnt cry if you left because, i'll die if you left.
The reason i'm not willing myself to do anything for you because , I would doanything for you
The reason why i wouldnt live for you because, I die for you
The reason why i will choose my life, -You are my life-

♥xoxo

Why must i ask why?

I'm having some problem here,its not a school or home work problem. Its not family problem too.I think you know whats the problem. Should i get mad or sad? If its for me, i don't think i will get mad or sad. Cause i'll be used to it from the top, this is not the first time. Is more than ten times. Seriously, i have nothing to do with it now. Just please tell me what should i do and not standing there doing nothing and keep talking at me! Do you really treat me as a friend? As i'm always saying that 'i'm original', but hopefully, i don't think i'm original anymore, cause i always follow rules and what people says. I just can't do what i like and say what i like to say, this suffers, why u can do that but i can't? Even thought u did something i don't like but i just forget about it cause you are my friend, actually its nothing but someone just keep talk about it and make it bigger and bigger like a balloon, and soon it'll pop. I'm the one who will get blame. What can i say? ''Hey, sorry for everything, what can i do to solve this thing?'' or ''Hey, thanks for always putting me at the first place?'' or even ''Hey bitch! I had it enough,can you just stop it?''
Why can't i step out of youre line and walk in my own way? Why must i always follow you? can i lead for once please? I wanna be free, i don't wanna the bird who always get lock in the cage. I want freedom, and sweet life. But what i get is just the opposite of it. Yeah, face the fact Natalie, dream off, time to solve, not time to dream. What can i do? Since you never tell me that i'm wrong, i won't get to know right? Since i know nothing, then i keep repeating the same thing and you'll be mad, what more can i do? Always sit there and keep quiet? I don't wanna be that man,such a lifeless people, i'm love to be hyper, play around,smile. I don't wanna be a nerd and brainy person, i wanna be stupid, but they don't allow me to do that. They want to cry everyday, they want me to be lifeless, they don't want me to know whats happening..This is killing me, i'm trying to be good here but it always failed, get the word failed? Why? Why this keep happening in me? Why can't it be other people? Why? Why? Why you can do something wrong but i can't?, i wanna do something wrong too. So that we can call this friend....But i don't think i'm a good in your eyes,i'm just nothing like piece of paper. Being friend with me suffers, it suck being friends with me, so don't ever be friends with me, you'll get in trouble very easily just in one second.

If is between home work and friendship, i'll pick home work cause they are silent friends.

If is between friendship and homework

When i was in a very happy mode,planning something with my friends. When we said bye bye to each other. Nightmares come...no one likes nightmare, i would hope that this is really a nightmare. Someone is mad again, and its because of me. Imma easy in getting trouble, one word or one action, then i can get into trouble. People just make cases up, and try to solve it. When the cases is there, i'm always the crime.When something is solve, means the case is close and i'm free. Then another problem came out, and i'm the crime again. And we need to solve it again, so it seems another problem is out, a hot news. I get a tip, sorry that i can't tell it out. Hmmmm...let me think, this seems hard cause i'm out of ideas. I'm trying to calm down cause i know getting mad can't solve cases and it will make it even worst, eve though i'm very mad and feel like scodling bad words infront of them and give them a punch on thier face but, is just not an good idea. So i guess i have to face this on my own. Like what Keri Hilton said, just get back up when they knock you down. i'm getting back up but its hard, always being a crime is not fun at all, even though there is a reason for letting me to be the crime, but the most stupid thing is, the crime don't even know whats the reason the get caught,funny rite? Thats why...Friends are like part of our live, but being a crime when a friend is a police? I don't want that, don't you? Keep blogging doesn't solve the prob, i just said sorry all around to my friends but i never do anything wrong..sounds stupid huh?Sometimes, i think Lifes bitter, cause the police always get mad at me, which is the crime, and they just don't wanna tell me, the crime felt sad and left out, but what to do? Police and crime are different, police are always the good and crime is the bad. Crime can't fight police, the number of police is more than the crime, so the crime must give up no matter what. Why can't the crime be like other people? Free people that can talk everything, play randomly, do what she wants..When she does what she wanna do, she'll get caught by the cops and off to the jail. Is this what she wants? Can the cops just tell the crime what to do and what not to do? Keep getting in jail in not good, talking about crimes are not good at all, the crime will be sad and mad, but the police feel happy cause they caught the crime and gossip about the crime. What can the crime do? Give up? Stay in the jail without solving the case? Please tell the crime what to do, the crime need your help..Why must life taste bitter? Why can't it be sweet? Why can't it be sour instead of bitter.Its holiday, but the crime is still suffering from something, you can say that is important or not important, but the crime thinks its importand, cause the crime can't live without friends, which is the polices. But cops and crime and be friends, they are enemy. What can the crime do to be friends with the cops?

Check out

Heyy people, one more day and we are free from darkness! Exam totally suck especially sejarah, is damn effing hard, i think i will FAIL this. Sejarah suck, i hate to memorise...oh well. Lets begin the story of the day. ;)

Bm paper 1

~Damn hard mann......but paper 2 is easy

English paper1 & 2

~The only subject that is easy =)

Maths paper 1

~Quite okay but paper 2 suck!

Science

~Quite easy but paper 2 i tembak alot =P

KH

~Suckyyyy...I tembak quiet a lot cause i never evenn study ;)

Sejarah

~haizz....(tembak time...)

Moral

~Damn easy for paper1 but for paper2 i forgot all the definisi when the paper comes =(

ICTL, Sivik, Seni paper1

~tembak tembak tembak.....hahaha

Hello world ;)

HELLO :)

imma total mess now mann..

i got to study 3 subjects but now is already too late.

i won't be sleeping today :)

Lifeless

Here i am..I'm back from dinner at desa park city. Today was a boring day, I have no story to tell. Facebook is getting boring, my friends are not online..Study makes me feel boring. I've study math for a while, i seriously don't have the mood to study...i feel so tired..but i don't want to sleep. I'm sitting infront of the tv and watching wizards of waverly place new series, i love that show, i love Selena Gomez, next comes hannah montana, even thought is kinda childish but is funny. it will make you laugh and smile..i wish i live my life likehannah montana, you can laugh everyday and you can go to school with your own clothes.. So cool...i love that, but now i'm just 13 dream OFF. :( I hate this mann...Today was a boring day, i'll try my best to focus on studying.... :)

Love List:

I love:

-chocolate
-candys
-songs
-cookies
-Teddy
-Puddles
-Dogs
-The smell of fresh air
-comic books
-Wet sand when the tide goes out
-My pink socks
-To hold my brand new toy and fall asleep.^_^''

Boring..SienZ..

O.o. what a boring day...I always feel so boring..Why??

Today i just study in school and u know what?My sejarah teacher is absent!
Everyone shout hurray cause everyone never done their home works (sejarah)..haha..Even ME!
Even though our monitor also ... forgot to do..I don't even know got sejarah home work..OMG..Even though we stay in class do nothing then i chat in class with my friends and do project with my friends...Nothing more...Feel so boring to study and i think that i like to play more..haha..DUH, everyone love to play..except those NERD who love to study..haha..
Not mean that i hate to study..I love to read books but i only love to read story books, comic books except text book! Ya, i go to school is just want to play with friends..chit-chat with them..and more but no study but we still need to.I'm force to do it..OMG!